the long end of 08 list.

paling random;hai kira!yes kira,im talking about you.alaik la you nyanyi:):)

it is the 31st of December today.mcm tak pecaya,2008 dah habis.taktau lah nak cakap it was a good year or not.i personally think its just wrong to not be thankful for your year and i think you should always be thankful for everything no matter what.segalanya dalam hidup awak yang megah dihiasi rumah besar,pakaian2 berjenama dari louis vitan dan salviator ascalator,berkereta mini koopi boleh hilang dalam sekelip mata.and i really mean sekelip,try kelip sekarang the next kelip entah ape yang dah jadi.so,bersyukurlah.

tahun ini,saya banyak belajar.bukan belajar dari buku.itu setiap tahun tak tercapai lah impian nak belajar pandai dalam class.and this is my year end conclusions/pelajarans.


1.terlalu ramai pemandu gila di jalan raya,termasuk boyfriend saya dan farid.

2.expect,the unexpected.kalau awak bilang taknak,dalam 2 minggu ada kemungkinan besar awak kate nak.

3.sometimes,because we adore something too much.we end up hating it the most.

4.people change termasuk diri sendiri,tanpa disedari kita pon berubah.bila dah sedar sebab orang cakap dah takde guna nak berubah balik.cut the whole keep being yourself note.sometimes,changes are gooood!

5.some friends,as much as you want them to be.are not forever.STOP dreaming

6.nasi lemak antarabangsa is my ultimate favourite for now.

7.and bubur ss2,walaupun hayat benci sgt.shareen pls marah dia mcm yang tak cuba tak tahu laa!

8.i met some awesome people.and some so darn stupid i dont understand ape masalah.

9.my mama and ayah are still the awesomest.tapi,kalau boleh balik lambat lagi awesome.

10.my abangs love me:) so much.eheheh

11.i have never been inlove like this.nop,j pon kalah.i love u baby.

12.i know there is always nothing for me to be worried about,but i am very insecure.

13.i need to go back to ns and loose 10 kgs again.pls la

14.saya kuat kutuk orang.terutama sekali tentang penggunaan bahasa inggeris dan gaya pesen tak berjaya mereka.saya mintak maaf,banyak kali dah cuba berenti.kalau ada pusat serenti,boleh lah rekemen eh.

15.the one thing in 08 i regret is not telling my mom how miserable i was in my course.

16.i love event managing.so much

i will sambung this post with random favourite pictures of 08 but maybe esok.ubat batuk kicking in,sleeeeep

playful hoooooooooo!

went out with my boys without m for the first time since awhile.i have to admit it feels kind of weird not having my boyfriend to hold on to,and give my bag to,and order stuff for me.ok spoilt brat bapak.tapi takleh salahkan i kan?:D i love you buncit.hahahahaha mesti u baca post ni tarik perut kind.

hari khamis saya tengok pelay dengan antara orang orang yang tersayang dalam hidup saya.so wrong kalau orang yang gatal baca.nampak sgt aku ni gatal.HAHAH
farah rani,kalau awak baca atau sape sape baca dan rapat dengannya,pls tell her she was awesome
comel sgt.pelay itu agak menarik,very serious yet funny.tapi rasa mcm tengok ngn m sorang sebab saya duduk nun jauh disana.aiyah

sarah nampak mcm otw tu garu something very wrong

jealous!:(

the awesomest pegedil in town lepas tu dan mekd sebelum pulang dan beborak panjang dengan mak ween.awesome day:D

conclusion lepas tengok gamba gamba ni.tanak bawak camera,sebab gamba comel mesti saya takde sebab saya yang kena suruh amik gamba.no more!hahaha
daddy day today,lama tak daddy day.masing masing sibuk hal sendiri.he says its so hard to get me on a date with him now,dia rasa nak ajak official date.aww so cute la pls!despite all my crankyness kepadanya,i love my ayah so so much.more then i love any man in my life

tootels ho!

this is for MY future?

saya nak buat masscom.
mak saya kate,not masscom pls stop asking me.i am not going to tolerate if all my children do masscom.
saya tak puas hati sebab tak munasabah tanak bagi sebab abang abang saya buat masscom.kenapa kena saya yang menjadi harapan mak saya,saya buat alevels untuk dia tapi nampak sgt saya takboleh handle sebab result macam lahanat.dia boleh cakap saya tak try,kalau saya tak try class pon saya tak pegi.takde masa saya tengok muka lecturer cilanat setiap hari selamat 17 bulan yang asik maki saya bodoh.

do something professional.ok,that really means you are going to decide MY future.MY life,tapi dia mak saya,dia sacrifice nak seribu satu untuk saya dan abang abang.i guess its my turn,but it feels like segala hutang untuk segala yang pernah mak buat untuk kami.saya yang kena bayar.

ok fine,but how long am i supposed to think about my mom and not about me?

not funny

finally some pictures from threadszoo,thankyou semuanya datang tolong.
afiq bibo m aled didi nab keat and meme,this is my overdued thank you note:)
the pictures are all out of order sbb tu benci letak gamba kat blogspot.but wateva,threadszoo was as expected pretty awesome.yeay dee!


aled brownies and his new nab tattoo

hahahhahahahaha look at the perut.senang hati la katakan,rasanya patut susah hati lah kadang kadang.perut makin menjadi jadi senang hatinya.

ckat and meme:) thank you for coming walaupun lambat.hee

my sexy boboysss:D

bidadari bersama boboysnya.hehehe

afique is gila

kawan baik saya jugak,saya akan rindu awak jugak bila awak dah fly tinggalkan saya:'(

and this week with gulf air;destinasinya jepun

kitty ckat who now is alwayssss exoited over an sms

camera phone,camgini lah.loser gila gamba.hahaha

happy belated gila birthday sarah:)

and next week with gulf air;mexico maybe?
yeay finally updated again
saya akan bergiat aktif dalam dunia lomography real soon.
as soon as i figure out how exactly to work my holga baru:)
im so bad at it right now,saya harap lah better in time.

ok bye

marah di pagi hari.

i havent been blogging because all ive been feeling lately is.
kau ni poyo,to allot of people.and linda,you are so fake.but tell me your not,and keep lying to yourself lah.
tapi nak buat cane,i cant help the way i feel.atleast i can admit the truth that i am so fucking fake right now its not funny but then again telling people to their faces,is really mean,meaner then mean unless you really need a in your face kind of slap like a girl i know way back then.

i think you are so takboleh tahan nya poyo,youtube anda patut dibakar dan blogspot anda patut dirobohkan.i think you are so self centered,kau tak sedar diri sikit pon yang penting kau bahagia.you have done nothing wrong to me,but somehow i just feel like kicking u up the ass sambil menjerit kau pikir kau hebat ke lahanat!??and you are the most ungrateful/ungreatful person ive ever met.after all i've done for you all you can think about is what i didnt do.im really sorry i cannot and will never want to be dia.
takpayah sebok tanya saya sapa,kalau awak terasa mungkin awak.rasa tak?
saya tahu saya pon poyo.saya bagi awak kebenaran kutuk saya dan caci dan tikam saya dari belakang.berseronoklah nambah dosa. :D

saya selalu terfikir,linda grow up and stop thinking of yourself.tapi saya tak boleh maybe its just not time for me to grow up yet.
i have named myself mulut jahat.be very careful:)

berat badan saya adalah

hello dunia siber.
sebnanya dah tulis panjang mcm zirafah.tapi dah baca balik mcm kodi tak ingat jadi ini je yang tinggal.
dan saya sambung,
anda di skrin seblah sana ape cite?ok tak raya anda semua?
saya rasa raya ni saya takde breakfast lunch dinner.setiap 2 jam ada je pembuka mulut,penambah size perut.
macam time makan breakfast,breakfast after breakfast,brunch,lunch,lunch after lunch,tea before tea,tea,tea before dinner,dinner,dinner gatal mulut,dan supper.oh tak lupa midnight snack.
i feel like im 10 times heavier now.hahahaha syukurnya saya pada hari ini,selamat hari raya!

tadi first time saya makan masak lemak ikan keli kat umah farid.makan ngn lemang plak tu.what an odd couple.like barney and big bird liddat.hahaha seoddnya mereka,we all deserve to give them a chance.sedap lah actually.sedap mata memandang,not so tapi sedap mulut makan sedap perut kenyang tak ingat.thanks aled,or maybe aled's nenek or maid.i dunnoes.anda berjaya menambah berat badan saya.

jadi saya malas dah nak bercerita tentang berat badan saya yang tak reti nak bahagiakan saya sebab saya malas nak turunkan dia.nak upload gamba threadszoo,tapi sat lagi bila saya dah paling bosan ok?akan punya!dalam 2 pagi cantu,when boyf is busy,bestfriend oso and everybadi.
kay shake yur badi everybadi.like goyang piza.

that time of year again

that time of year again,
where i dont feel like i lost all my friends to everything and anyone else
that time of year i wait so long for
it's finally here:)

i got myself a charm bracelet so i can carry everyone that means something/anything/everything to me kemana jua.

hp merah-meme,katanya because we have the same phone
corset putih with the initial M-obviously kot?hehe my one and only bonerboy
banana-katrina nana my bestfriend selalu
icekim-weeen,my whitney
heels merah-hayot,my baby audrina

sooooo i am hinting all of you that love me that you should go to pavi or thomas sabo(sayang lebih) and buy me a charm so i can smile and remember you when i look at it:D pls?hehe
and and lagi senang nak cari birthday present saya sekarang kan?eheee

my room has never been this messsssssssy!i keep sneezing from all the dust,tapi rasa mcm takde time nak kemas.bangun lambat terus keluar.haiyah.ok stop complaining.

msn ni susah lah.sbb selalu ada misunderstanding sbb orang yang baca salah buat tone.contohnya mcm cantik ah engkau ni.mane dia tau kan,tone dia yang mcm org perli ke mcm seriously
so my point is,dont jump into conclusions bila tengah bermsn.

boi

nak sambung blog tadi tapi nanti kena turun turun kan gamba very malas,

minggu lepas,saya bangga ngn diri saya.saya swimming the whole week without miss.until that time of my month came.mintak maaf sape sape yang menjadi mangsa mudi saya sejak kebelakangan ini.you know i love you

korea naik gulf air.haha

untuk birthday amal,hari hari dia cakap nak pegi korea walaupun birthday dia danak sebulan lepas.haha happy birthday amal:D

everybadi naw,lets shake my badi.ahhahahah ok sorry inside joke.
so long since a picture like this.:)

saya rasa ini kali pertama dalyla muncul dalam blog saya.hye dal!
jangan lah lama lama terperuk kat nilai tu,ape yang ada?come back here bebi,we can boobie talk allday.hahahahah

seoul garden,korean barbeque.saya kecewa dia bukan garden.dah terbayang makan macam picnic dah.hahahaha makanan dia sedap tapi agak bahaya.kalau nak makan,pastikan pakai longsleeve berlengkapkan glove tangan dan kaca mata hitam.takpe kalau makan disini dimaafkan la pakai kaca mata hitam dalam one utama.kalau tak,saya memang rasa nak lempang sikit orang yang pakai kaca mata hitam dalam ou.panasnyaaaaa matahari dalam ou!

dal,keat and weeeenie.weeen,i rindu aready.bila u dah pegi la i ada banyak soalan nak nanye:(

nadow,amal and hayot!

di korea ada pish tea ais yang so susah to find.yummeh!saya syorkan kalian semua pegi makan kalau tak try lagi lah.amal,saya mengaku korean barbeque sgt sedap:)

bedah at Lepaq on friday night

kami takda arah tuju pada hari jumaat jadi kami pergi nonton bedah di lepaq,seperti biasa tidak mengecewakan:) kalau tak pernah tengok dia beraksi,jumaat ni pon ada.pergilah

kalau awak ada misai pon,awak masih comel di hati saya dan ramaiiiiii lagi laki laki disekeliling kiri kanan depan belakang ;)

abang berbaju putih,sexy sangat lah awak pakai macam tu.grr!

my adib,saya mintak maaf sgt sgt keatas segala kesulitan pada malam tersebut.:)

doing the adib.hahahahahahha

jarang sekali dua dua tak payah drive:D thanks afiq!hehe

lepas tu,lagi takde keje pegi putra dan tak ambik gamba langsung.yeay!

ps untuk meme:meng,thank you so sweet la youuuu:):):)

ok dahhh,finallyyyyy updated:D

masih menulis?

rasa macam sungguh lama tak blog jadi modjojojo is pretty much hilang kejap.
rasa mcm nak nyanyi lagu baby come back to meeee,dekat modjo saya.
hahahaha im still funny right right right?

anyway ini semua gila nya overdue,

ipoh
ke ipoh untuk kelantan family day in ipoh.i know right,how dumb izet?hahaha
tiba tiba saya sampai di ipoh saya dijadikan seorang xteam di xgig dengan abang abang saya.

hahahahaha taktaulah.saya harap takde lah peminat peminat dia membaca blog saya.mesti down grade

disinilah xgig itu dilangsungkan.rum jungle di i dont know where in ipoh.
tempatnya very lawaaaa.kalau saya masuk survivor,saya harap ia dilangsungkan disini.dan tempat ini mempamerkan message yang sesuai bagi anak anak muda.say no to drugs tapi botol botol liquor tersusun rapi di shelf atas.TAHNIAHHHH!


ini abang saya,yang sebenar benarnya seorang xteam.
nasi ni namanya nasi ganja tapi rasanya takde ganja la dalam tu.tak sure,saya ada lah gelak gelak sikit lepas abang saya so sweetly suap saya tapi saya gelak sebab dia buat lawak.so maybe nut.

abang saya mungkin sepatutnya menjadi seorang rempit.boleh bayangkan tak,cara dia berdiri camtu seblah moto r-ek-zet sambil suewit suewit awek awek kampung lalu lalang yang akannn melayan dgn senyuman gatal konon malu dorang.boleh kan?yang kanan sekali ye.

ini crowdnya,yang secara majoriti adalah adik adik kecil yang saya teringin nak tanya,keluar rumah tadi nenen dulu tak?hahahaha im so mean.tapi saya kagum la crowd begitu ramai di tempat yang begitu susah nak pegi.location tempat ni jauh dari apa apa public transportation di ipoh.tahniah adik adik,nanti upsr 5 a ok!


my kenit favourite.

semasa di ipoh,saya dikenalkan kepada anak anak sedara yang saya tak penah tahu wujud seperti,

maryam


alamak lupa lagi nama dia.

dan adik 'alamak lupa lagi nama dia' tadi.
tapi dia lebih kurang amna dan amni or iman dan amin camtu lah.sorrry

dan much more like darwish and alia.saya mengaku saya fail sangat sebagai seorang aunty di kelantan.tapi comel kan mereka?:D:D

\brb eh letih sikit upload gamba

di piccadilly

rindukan saya?
saya tahu,terima kasih sangat terharu.hehe

rindulah lagi keranaaaa tmnet cam babi,susah sgt lah nak hantar orang tolong baiki,
conclusion saya adalah saya masih takleh guna internet.
sorry bye

and baby,happy 4th:)
i am happy,despite u thinking that all you do is hurt me.
atleast i know you love that much to care,yes?
YES,i love you too.mwah!

and my new life begins with a musical

hye,smalam i watched impak maksima the musical

jgn gelak,jgn tenyeh mata anda yes you did read that.pls read on,

nadiah farehan,
boo baby im so proud of you.
very lawa lah you yesterday menari.but we've all known that dancing was sooo you sejak asali lagi.
and you punya nerd act cannot tahan.comel sgt,hahahahha

dan saya tak percaya ini statement dari saya dalam satu entri saya di blog saya,
impak maksima the musical was very very very good.

kalau saya seorang pengkritik musical;
watak roy yang membawa dirinya sebagai seorang mamat typical gangster melayu konon.mungkin tak perlu ikat rambut macam bambee dan tangan dia kadang kadang boleh simpan dalam poket ke ape,asik pose same je.mcm ayam dada terkelua tu u know.
and ada sesetengah part yg emo menyanyi i love you rempit style,not very nice.
dan saya suka sangat sangat watak dina baby dalam tu.so cutee
but selain mmg so so awesome.

honestly,i would really recommend this musical kepada para muda-mudi dan pencinta pencinta race race haram ni,sbb moral dia last last ha kau bawak la keta lelaju tebalik karang mati.
its on till saturday so go get your tickets,or call na and get cheap.hehe

i randomly want to tell you that
today was my first day of my 7 months of freeeeeeeee do whatever i want to the limit of my mama and ayah,or else dont tell them.and it already feels great.
nasi lemak antarabangsa punya pegedil is so awesomeeeee,u can ask hayat.yum!
i want a lovely lychee from cuppacakes.
i cannot wait to work,i feel like getting dressed now and asking my abang for an interview.
i miss swimming.i shall spend everyday of next week at shareen's or kak ila's to swim.:D
i cant wait for the next threadszoo,i know exitednya.hehe

i love my life sekejap:)

one with na:) lawa kan kasut dia?alaik!

nilah dia muka dan gerak tangan roy sepanjang musical itu.
yes i know i look like an arse

ini bukan aku tak peduli.hehe boyfriend,and new bff.HAHAH

tak tahan sikit yang dikir barat dalam keta.dumass

ok bye

hidup ini memang palat,tapi esok masih ada:D

i should be studying because it is really my only hope right now.
esok ada paper 4 biology pada jam 900 pagi.
AND IT IS THE LAST DAMN PAPER FOR ALEVELS I WILL EVER SIT FOR.
woooohooooooooooooooo!i know,i should really concentrate.
cannotlahhh exited sangat.rasa nak nari nari cheer sikit lompat lompat mabuk sikit tidor supaya esok datang cepat.tak sabanyaaaaa.

everyone,u can start calling me at 1045 am k k k?
bookings for lepak/kerja/events/exercise pon boleh la,are now opener then ever.
for a limited time of 7 months.
khahahahah

ok seriously tanak la hampa,bye

dimanakah yang dua itu?i need to talk to yous

threadszoo for UOX PLAY

penat sibuk penat sibuk penat lapar
so right now,
i will only tell you that threadszoo was awesome.
pictures and more details to make yalls that didnt go jealous later.haha:)
seriously it was awesome.ke mungkin i je seronok kengkawan lain tak.oh well
sambung sooon:D

;edit

hellue,it's almost 5 am and i cant sleep.i was sleepy when i was studying tadi,and now when im all ready for bed,mcm tak ngantok sikit.

sambung cite tadi.threadszoo was great,bonding habis.it feels like forever since that many of us got together.missss like mad.and shopping was so cheapppppppppp,i bought two dresses and two bags dan tak sampai seratus.eh fikir balik banyak la jugak still kan.haha less then rm80.ok la kottt!beg yang lama sangat dah cari,finally but now hayat and i can be twins by bags.tatau la merepek.we finished packing up at about 930 sbb penat dah.had dinner at nz,pitstopped at ween's and went out again for supper at mcd's and stopped laughing at 530am.joy joy joy

saya,dan hayat dann tak lupa shareen dan nab,diingatkan tentang zaman sekolah dan kebodohan masing masing.shareen tk sgt ah,tak kira berapa bodohnya dia tetap pandai.yeles!kelakarnya hidup.ive just realised,ive been through allot tooo.well basically actuari,semalam hari yang dah lama saya tak rasa and it was awesome as hell.complete with boyf by my side who has a new bestfriend nama dia que,and some of my many favourite girls.

took allot of pictures;

pixelates,headbands and more clothes are available on our blog.do drop by sometime ye?

i is crushing my crush.

i love orang sebelah,and she happens to love mee:)

havent seen that in awhile 'f' you?hahahah i like shareen's dad

shoes,sandals and flats for sale.some of em are still available,pls comment/email/ape ape cara hubungi i kalau berminat keh

can you see meeee?:D

someone trying to fill my shoes.guess who?

ada je time bosan.hahahahahahahah.i dont remember lah but im sure this was because i was bored

tshirt jahat.satu hari tunjuk middle finger kat kita an sarah?HAHA

bo amir iqram,you are awesome

with nabs:)

at ween's.fafa nabs and hayat.



semuanya di mcd pukul 4 pagi kecuali ckat dan sarah yang tepaksa balik awal.


ini saya dan boyfriend in crime.this is us annoying the super annoying couple behind us.hehe
thankyou baby for being super supportive.ilyous


thank you thank you sekali semua yang tolong;terutama sekali carah,nana and afiq and my bebih yang sanggup bangun awal awal walaupun memang jauhhhh dari tabiat hidup kami semua untuk bangun pukul 930 pagi.haha will be at threadszoo happy hippies dec 6/7.look out for that kay

jgn lupaaa,www.fireeflies.blogspot.com and you can fly to other awesome places from there:)

gniteeeee!