already half way there?

baby,happy 6th.

roller coaster just at the strike of midnight,ironic ye.:P
i love you yummy
and ill always be by your side:)


andddd also,
i miss my audrina:'(
come back la sayang.pls then we can couple here in malaysia.hihi sayang u

shareen's birthday dinner tonite.and i need to get ready.more updates soon k k k?

whitney turns 20!:D

turned 20 yesterday:D
this is she at her best.hahaa

saya gubah lagu untuk awak sempena minat awak dengan topi ini.
ween the drinker,
can we fix it,
ween the drinker,
no we cant.

meheheehehe
i hope u had fun and im sorrrrry you know i love u ween
mwah!happy 20th sweets:):)

aiyayayayah.

results are out and they're bad enough for me to even kill myself.
but no saya tak sebodoh itu.but ovious la bodoh sebnanya results teruk.hahahah
well im okay,but saya mintak sangat kawan kawan semua jangan tanya boleh?cukup lah setakat disini je korang tau.its bad k?and dont ask me what im going to do next also.saya takde idea.
after seeing my results,all i could think of is OMG IM TOO OLD.im too old to press restart.tapi kalau miss thana masih cikgu saya mesti dia cakap,vattoodoo lindadoo.hahahahah
redha je lah,no point sulking over something that's done.dan mintak lah jugak jangan ada yang tercakap my mom ke apa.im saving it for after the weekends because weekend ni ada family gathering malas nak jawab.although i know its highhhly imposible for any of you to ter tell my mom.

:) im okay

ini satu game

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you are candy.times up plak.i cant type fast enough to save my life.nigth

bosan and tagged

buang masa sikit jom?
The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 guys to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of magazines.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.ahahahahahahahahahaha tipu je
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single
I have pecked someone of the same sex.notty nab!gahaha
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!!
I'm obsessed with guys
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie

that was long,and
go hayat sarah ckat nab and shareen

20 and 2 days.

i know its very late but thank you so so much semua for all them awesome wishes:D
thank you for the suprises on my birthday eve hayat dan nadhilah pavlova.
thank you for the lunching and the dinner stand on table.
thank you for langat yesterday.that was veryy verry verrry fun.
thank you for the birthday song at ss2
weenie,thank you so much for the present.serious weh suprise gila!ahahaha
ckat and meme you sweetest peeps shake yur badi everyday k ckat?thanks for the everything my favourite suprise.im going to be fatter by neks weeek

and baby thank you sangat sangat sangattt for the awesome day today and the awesome everythingggggg.i promise ill make your birthday soooo awesome youll kiss me for 9 days:)))))))


im super grateful for having people like you guys making me feel so loved on my birthday but fact is all i wanted was for my parents to be more understanding.and instead,they just had to make me cry on the one day i didnt want to feel anything but joy.thank you,for caring too much you dont even realise how much it really just hurts when you guys do that.

is it me or are they just ridiculous treating me like im 12.
i dont feel 20 at all,
but anyway,life goes on and it was still a good birthday with all that put aside.i just wanted to tell everyone thank you.i love yalls :)

i wanna go away.far far far far far far far away
a safe place with only you and me:(

im so sorry

sesi random 1:karenah manusia.

beberapa perkara yang harus saya angkat dari dada.(direct translation ok;get off my chest)

boyfriend saya akan bermula college,esok.saya gembira sebab saya tahu dia memang nak sangat tapi saya takut/risau/sedih jugak.kerana
1.dia akan enroll dalam club budak budak batu sebab ramai sangat peminat mary jane disitu.
2.dia memang peminat mary jane nombor 1.next to wan
3.confirm akan jarang jumpa.baru hari ni register esok dia nak start pukul 930 pagi.saya lama tak tengok dia begini exited.new year pon tak.
4.boyfriend saya handsome.
5.ada seorang gadis yang saya rasa nak sepak dari tadi.dari nun jauh dia jerit you sombonggg ngn i ehhhh kepada lelaki a b c dan d dan ramai lagi gedik mode on.
6.saya amat insecure.
7.ini last,i love you baby and i can't help but feel sad that you're not going to be around me 24 jam sehari:'(

awak perlu sedar,dunia ini bukan satu contest publisiti yang besar.saya tak kisah la kalau satu dunia kenal awak dan hanya 10 orang je kenal saya.sebab saya gembira dengan 10 orang saya.dunia yang mengenali awak tu penuh dengan orang yang tak suka awak.ape point menang contest awak ni?awak perli perli saya pon,saya tetap gembira dgn 10 orang saya.

dan last sekali saya nak tanya,awak tak penat ke macam ni?saya penat sangat.give and take lah sayang.saya rasa awak belum pandang gambarajahnya yang lebih besar.bukalah hati anda


saya sebnanya nak kurangkan kutuk orang.awak rasa kurang ke lebih?hahahah

ok itu saje untuk sesi random hari ini.

tak tahan lagi.

hello,serious palinggg tak tahan nak letak.

kenalkan,ini fir.and he said,im sorry did i offend you? 600 kali pada malam itu.hahahaha

ini aftermath,setelah penat melukis.

ini pujaan ramai nak menangis temptation tower dia dah on the way jatuh.

ini saya namakan comelnya buah dada.hihi kalau dia jumpa blog ni mesti marah kan.im sorry sir

ini dua bergaduh nak jadi nacho libre.untuk menceriakan hari si where's my nose.

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.seronoknya new year tahun ni.thankyou,another new year i will never forget.

:D

how was your new year's?

hello.

my new year's eve was awesome:):)

ps kepada yang hadir malam itu;jgn bimbang semua dah settle and most of the pictures takboleh upload sebab censored sgt.trust me,ini yang paling tak.i had fun and i hope you guys did too.and i also would like to say thank you for making my new year's so awesome,and im so sorry for all the stressness i may have caused some of you.till next time party people:D and sorry jugak sms semua tak balas.duit habis,koson!

i am still recovering.