hello there my love

hi
this is a secret message from me,
i hope this doesn't show up anywhere in any of our mails or gets deleted or blogger just suddenly cease to exist.
i hope i wouldn't have to tell you that i've have left you this message.
i want you to stumble upon this someday out of nostalgic and out of what its like to see my past again or once in a while.
to day i have just finished another job and im hoping i did a good one. im actually scared that i might screw up again. im not as confident as i used to be. i dunnow. probably was just a long day.i like leaving you this messages just for fun and cause i love you. i know u like surprises but this is what i could come up for now.
   
i hope i have it in myself to keep this from you. i'm bad at keeping secrets and im a bad liar. yeah random kan?
dah i havent showered, and i wanna mandi and hopefully see you after the movie. i miss you. and i love you. xx - intro.